I don’t know how he did it

or how I even allowed it

I took my time

but it was when he smiled

his whole universe lit up with mine

an instant gratification

and unknown attraction

or maybe I was alone

in this feeling of content

maybe I imagined the whole thing.

I’m too deep! I must say!

I can’t even stand myself when I feel this way

but how am I supposed to react?

like a robot.